I happened upon some cool personal revelation a while back regarding time. It mentions in the scriptures something along the lines of 1000 years of our time being a day in the Lord's time and time not really mattering to Him. I've come to recognize that as I am in the work of the Lord..... I seem to feel that way at times too. I definitely got off the plane in the CCM in Lima, Peru last week. It seems to be that as we try to manage taking on an infinitely small fraction of the work that the Lord does out here int he mission field.... we get the slightest glimpse of what time should really feel like. As members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints we know that the amount of time we have here on Earth is very small in comparison to the eternity in which or spirits live. The ONLY reason to keep track of time here on Earth is because this mortal life has a beginning and end.... afterwards time doesn't matter because we are living in an eternity.
One other cool piece of revelation.... I had to carry a box of about 31 Libros de Mormón almost a mile in PURE sauna heat and a suit from our pensionista's house to our house almost a mile a way one day a few weeks back. I came to find that it became pretty difficult at times and thought about the fact that carrying the word of God (or analogically speaking, keeping the commandments) should never feel like a burden.... that although it may seem difficult in the moment, and we might even feel sore over a small period of time after making a difficult decision to keep the commandments or carry Books of Mormon a long way.... we benefit in the long run, are blessed, and become stronger.
Anyway.... this week was REALLY rough.... depression hit me pretty hard again as we found ourselves in the true 100+ degree purely humid Bolivian weather, in church clothes (and now I have compression sleeves for my legs under my socks), to teach 2 recent convert lessons, 2 less active lessons, 3 lessons with a member, and 3 other lessons for our ENTIRE week.... spending every other second trying to find someone else to teach in the brutal heat. I also only got about 4 or 5 hours of sleep last night after waking up to throw up for a couple hours last night after eating something bad.... plus the best companion ever is leaving in a week.... The Lord has strengthened me to press forward.
Elder Van Horne