Thursday, December 31, 2015

December, 28th 2015 - A Picture's Worth a Thousand Words

A glimpse of the variety of beautiful flowers and plants all over the place down here. Brings a little smile to my face every time to see some diverse creation of our Heavenly Father that I never even knew existed before hand.

A Ken Block tribute... the people here like to deck out their cars to make them look like they're from Fast and Furious or Need for Speed....it's pretty funny to see a Toyota Corolla with under glow and a fin....

My companion and I can butt heads at times.... but it's a little hard to stay angry sometimes when he makes me full blown pancakes (VERY RARE in bolivia). 

Paired with the various plants and flowers..... there are more fruits here than I thought were even edible. This thing is called a ..... yea I don't even remember.... kinda tastes like a lemon starburst!

More than half our area is dirt roads.... and occasionally with lots of rain.... some sinkholes show up. First and only time I've seen this... the workers had to shovel all the sand out of the back of it onto the side of the "road" before a tractor very dangerously pulled it out with a cable that was literally going to snap at any second.... don't ask me why they ship more sand in in dump trucks when half the city is made of sand.

The rumors were somewhat true of the crazy food I've had to eat here. I've had cow utter, chicken stomach and heart, and this was my most recent: cow tongue... a little chewy for my liking... almost gagged thinking if the animal could somehow magically still taste me tasting it. Chicken and rice is in 99.99% of my meals here. Cow meat is a little more rare, maybe one in every 3-5 meals.

One night we had to turn our power out because they were power surges and we didn't want our AC to break (although it did later and we had to wait a week to get it fixed) so we planned to candle light... pretty enjoyable actually.

Oh the joys of Bolivian insects... this thing seems to have traveled a long way from the ocean floor somewhere.... and you'll notice in comparison to my plaque.... its shell is slightly larger than a golf ball.... a little smaller than a raquetball. Didn't have my camera with me when I saw a caterpillar the size of a small snake with an inch and a half diameter.

Yet another insect.... these ones luckily just like to eat plants, tomatoes in this case. If you're not within 10 feet or so of a solid ant hill or marching ant line.... then you're probably not in Bolivia either.

About 100% of the people here are Catholic or have been at some point in their life... a little difficult to teach sometimes.... if you look closely, you'll notice even this beetle on my desk is carrying a cross.... a common symbol for the Catholic church to use.

There was a motorcycle accident with a head on collision with a car RIGHT across the street from where we were teaching a few nights ago... the motorcyclist do not respect other drivers on the road around here and it's not good that about half the vehicles around here are motorcycles. We heard all made it out of the accident alive.

There are TONS of dogs, cats, chickens, roosters, etc. in the street.... many of them poorly cared for :/ pretty difficult to see at times.... but I occasionally recognize the bark of a mini doberman pinscher (just like my dog Heidi) and give them a little badly needed love.

Bonus pic for my photography skills ;)

Monday, December 21, 2015

December 21st, 2015 - The Christmas Season

Fam bam and friends,

Well cambios passed and looks like I should be here in Antofagasta at least til the end of January, one fourth of my mission here.

With my recent aches and pains my companion thought it would be funny to give me this quote he found from Elder Bednar: " The limitations that are the natural consequence of advancing age can in fact become remarkable sources of spiritual learning and insight." :J -.- Well dandy.... 20 years old seems to have hit me pretty hard, ha ha.

Being close to Christmas.... I don't have much specially prepared except this..... I have a firm belief that Christ can change our hearts and lives. I am still trying to find and fully take advantage of that but try to imagine the peace, silence, and joy of the Savior's birth.... let that fill you with strength this Christmas season.... rather than focus on His life and suffering that was to come later.... this season is about his birth.

I'll try to fit 12 random Bolivia facts in to commemorate the 12 days of Christmas with what time I have left.

Very few houses have AC.... ours is one of them and it broke for a week a while back.... super hot!

There are very few weed eaters and lawnmowers down here.... I think I've seen maybe 3 or 4

There are no vacuums

No leaf blowers

No grass

Tons of butterflies, huge ones

TONS of different fruits....

Oops, no time!

December 14th, 2015

Friends and Family,

Sorry to be brief once again, focusing on individual letters this week. The seasons are switched as I am on the other side of the equator and it is near 100 degrees and 80% humidity every day in pure church clothes so one could say that you are literally living in a toaster! Hard to believe it is almost Christmas when it is this hot! Been praying for you all to have the strength, discipline, and energy to do the things you need to during the holidays when times can be challenging for many. Love you all, hopefully a more general email to come in a sec if I don't get too behind.

Love,

Elder Van Horne

December 7th, 2015 - When Your Week is Weak

Fam and Friends,

Whelp... our key indicators are going up and we're trying to do more activities with our ward. We're going to watch meet the Mormons in Spanish tonight at a member's house so we can have the members invite more investigators and get references. We got the entire event set up ourselves, projector, speakers, chairs, empanadas, the movie, invitations, popcorn, drinks, time, place, etc..... miraculously since there's not a single time in our missionary schedule to figure out details like that.
Our air conditioning broke this week.... my amount of sleep dropped drastically with that while bug bite count skyrocketed. Kind of a uneventful week. More next week. Love you all. Sorry for the lame, short email. Oh well. :) haha

Elder Van Horne

November 30th, 2015 - Nothing but Changes

My family (whether you're blood-related or not),

Well I haven't written a good general email in a while so I figured I better catch you all up on some things. 3 P-days ago we went on the coolest zone activity trip ever to a MASSIVE botanical garden and nature reserve almost an hour out of our area by taxi. I'll try to get some of the sweet pics in because that's the best way to explain it. One of the tender mercies of Bolivia that made me want to come back more in the future after my mission and realize there's a little more to this country than the sandy city of Bolivia. It was pretty incredible how many mosquitoes were there.... I was constantly doing an interesting squirming dance walk in order to hit or brush off mosquitoes wherever we walked which seemed to work well as I came out with many less bug bites than the rest of my zone.

Two weeks ago I had my second interview with president (we only have one every 3 months with him apart from the introductory and final interviews... so 10 in total our whole mission and they're always too short). This interview really changed my life though.... we focused on various struggles in Bolivia. I just wanted to share some paraphrased quotes from that interview to show just how amazingly inspired my president is and that I was SO meant to come to this mission and be here with him... what a blessing he is. He said that he was just honored to meet with me.... comparing me to Abraham the prophet. He mentioned we were twins 25 yrs (más or menos) apart. He said I literally made his day with our interview....he mentioned that he gets home at the end of the day and has his list of things he doesn't/didn't like about Bolivia or that day just like me as we both struggle with getting discouraged at times... but that he finds his joy in the work of the Lord and doing things just like what he was doing in comforting and supporting me in our interview. I felt nothing but humbled once again in getting to spend that extremely precious time with the best president for me in the entire world who made me feel like his single child. Right after my interview I got to talk with his wife for a little bit and she mentioned that it was a compliment for both President Willard and I that he said we were twins 25 years apart.... and that her and President Willard noticed something special in me from the first day I got here. :') It was exactly what I needed to hear after some very difficult weeks here in the mission.

Recently I also talked with the leading, set-apart missionary psychologist for all of South America about some things I can do stay positive. Boy, it's not all too fun admitting that I need help to deal with some of the problems I've had here in the field... but they really have given me some serious support and help to change my life for the better. Not to mention the theme of my mission this far has been nothing but humility among so many incredible missionaries, many of whom started much younger than me in the mission field as well as living in such a poor country. Dr. Rayside wants me to work on redefining what it means to be successful out here in the mission field... I've come to find that my area is a very diffcult one.... we haven't had a progressing investigator for 3 and a half months now much less a baptism. So I'm working on finding ways to redefine my success and find joy in that and not get discouraged over the lack of that. Also I'm working on some techniques found in a book called Adjusting to Missionary Life that honestly should be in every home in the entire world and has amazing tips for any stressful situation. I'd love if you could look into that and see if you can find a copy or read some. Anyway.... what I've come to find this week is that I am surprisingly making a good amount of success in overcoming my challenges or rather that Christ has helped me overcome.... I honestly haven't done much. Anyway... I'm feeling much happier!

I'd love to hear some feedback on your conference talk review assignments by the way! ;)
We had two intercambios this week! Pics to come. I loved them both.... especially my one with Argentinian (Gaucho as they call em here in Bolivia) Elder Castro.... SO HAPPY and talkative.... LOVE that guy.... what a shining example for me..... high hopes for a companion like him in the future.

This past Tuesday marked a FIFTH of my mission! O.O Wow it really does go by fast.... even when certain days seem to last forever. I'm feeling more like a 20 year old with every day... finding my own joy and happiness, being paradoxically more indepent in general as well as dependent on the Lord. I still pray for, think about, and love you all with every passing day and hour. I think about and pray for you to overcome your personal difficulties, realize the importance of applying every gospel principle in your life with better exact obedience every day, and that you may come closer to Christ. Let me know if you would like me to pray for something in particular for you because I have found greater power in my prayers here on my mission than in ANY other time in my life and seen miracles with that.

The Lord gave us some tender mercies this week with MANY new investigators.... one of which, 54 year old carpenter Sergio Salazer who is the first to complete every commitment we have given him, share our message with his whole family who is gaining interest and reading materials as well now, and has read all the way through 1 Nephi 14 in half a week.... never having seen missionaries before! High hopes! 

Love you all.

Elder Van Horne

Please read 2 Nephi 33:3-4 as my conclusion to this email. I can relate to Nephi at the end of his writings here in the Book of Mormon comparing my end of my writings to you this week and every week.


My intercambio on Tuesday well Peruvian Elder Gómez....teaches with a lot of power.

A service project Wednesday morning.... I've never sweated as much as I did that day.... my goodness I hope I don't get sent somewhere hotter pretty soon here.

Intercambio with lo máximo Elder Castro.... so funny and happy.... got to be with him for his birthday the morning after (thursday morning) when we took this pic. Gave him a watch and a tie bar. He turned 22. He has 22 months in the mish too. We traded ties too (the ones we're wearing in the pic).

The taxi ride back from the botanical gardens.... we saved a little cash mun by fitting 8 missionaries in one car with a driver haha....

A tree growing right into the trail.... practically limbo for us gringos on the trip....

A sweet outlook tower in the middle of the park....

Man it was nice to get out of the city and see the side of Bolivia I was expecting before the mish. More to come next week. :)

November 23rd, 2015 - The Character of Christ

My Beloved Everyone,

Well this week was pretty incredible and I have 5 minutes to express it all. Sweeeeet haha.... um yea.... I'll work on that. Anyway I had my 2nd interview with mission president Willard. He compared me to Abraham who had to sacrifice Isaac and told me another detail that the heiroglyphic in the scriptures is of Abraham almost being sacrificed by a wicked priest in his childhood so he already had bad feelings and struggles with sacrifice... if there was a more acute way to test Abraham.... the Lord would have done it.... If there was a more acute, intense, or extreme way that the Lord could have tested me.... he would have done it.

Something I am proud in telling you all.... is that I have many faults and weaknesses that I strive every day to change into strengths. We may be having no progressing investigators or baptisms.... for my whole mission thus far but I am successful in my commitment to the work. I love you all... change your perspective and definition of success.

Love Elder Van Horne

Here is a letter with instructions regarding shipping packages:

Elders and Sisters,

Many of your parents have sent packages through private carriers and it has been hard for us to get them out of customs. Please advise your parents and send them this information today so we can avoid all future problems.

Only send packages or letters through the national postal (USPS) service and not a private carrier such as FedEx, UPS, or DHL.

Packages from parents can only weight up to 2 kilograms (4.409 lbs) or there will be problems when picking them up.

The mission cannot pay any amount of money to get packages out of customs. If parents want to pay to be able to take a package out of customs, they can send an email to the mission secretaries and they will coordinate any payment details. (Mission Email:2013517@ldschurch.org)

Only send packages with Elder/Hermana and their full name to the following address:

Elder/ Hermana

Misión Bolivia Santa Cruz

Casilla de Correo 2042

Zona Central

Santa Cruz, Santa Cruz

Bolivia

(It is very important that the Elder or Hermana comes before the name of the missionary)

If your parents follow these points, there will not be problems. Just remember these 2 very important things.

1. Only send through the national postal service.

2. It cannot weigh more than 4.409 pounds.

November 16th, 2015 - Conference Talks Belated Revelation

Well this past week has been rather interesting. I came to deeply understand the character of Christ this week. For each of your to better understand what I mean by that, I invite you to read the talk "Character of Christ" by Elder Bednar from the BYU Idaho Religion Symposium in January of 2003 especiall the quote "Perhaps the greatest indicator......a consistent and charitable character." I found just how difficult it is to turn outward and seek to give the exact blessings we lack and desire to those around us in the moment when it is most difficult. I can't really describe this last week any better than putting my shoulder up against a rather immovable boulder and pushing with every fiber of my being just to find that it hasn't moved.... and after some serious exertion, and a fight, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically.... I actually lost myself in the work of the Lord for at least a while. That I found my life by losing it... for my companion, for a family walking in the streets of Bolivia, for a lost sheep who hasn't attended church in months, and many others.

There is true strength, sense of achievement, and love of Christ found in turning to others when you yourself are in the greatest time of need. The Lord seems to drag me pulling nearly all the weight some days.... but this week I found more often than not how to do my part in this work.

I've been meaning to do this for a while but I thought pretty intensely about all of you during this past conference and felt particularly inspired to ask you to reread or review the following talks possibly keeping my point of view in mind. Good spiritual homework ;) at least get one in this week..... please. Here are some that I think are worth taking a second look at:

Saturday morning: Uchtdorf, Marriott, Viñas

Saturday afternoon: Holland, Oaks, Uchtdorf, Hales

Sunday morning: Holland, Lawrence

Sunday afternoon: Bednar

Separate from conference but talks I recently read and LOVED: Feed My Sheep by Elder Jeffrey R. Holland. Please find some time for your favorite mish in the field who loves and prays for all of you to study the words of the living prophet and apostles. :) <3

I love you all. 

Elder Van Horne

November 9th, 2015 - Put Your Shoulder to the Wheel

Well we had cambios/transfers this past Wednesday, it was a tough day! I did everything I could to not think about the best companion/missionary in the whole mission leaving me to go back home, such a bittersweet feeling having him leave, but happy to see him progressing. My new companion, Elder Gilbert, has 15 months in the mission, is now the district leader, and I am still in my first area Antofagasta in our pretty nice house. He seems to be perfectly content and even keeled no matter what happens. He has gotten used to Bolivia as he says. He's a great guy and doesn't seem to get tired! I'm well aware that losing your trainer is difficult for everyone and this will take some getting used to as well but this past week has been harder than I anticipated. Elder Garcia will be missed!

The closest thing to a miracle I found is that when I put my shoulder to the wheel harder than I ever have before in my life, I feel so fulfilled and happy. I think this is a good lesson to take away, that truly when we lose ourselves in the Lord and His service, we can find ourselves.

PLEASE pray for my strength, increased courage to talk with everyone and have the gift of tongues, and.... to find true joy in this difficult work.

The sisters in our ward seem to miraculously be baptizing people every other week! It can be challenging to stay positive when trying to seek out investigators and encourage them to complete their assignments, but perseverance is the key to success. 

Anyway, other stuff.... I ate some rabbit a few weeks back.... that was pretty exciting and sad... please watch The District videos if you get the chance.... we have to watch a clip and practice teaching EVERY single day until we can do it in our sleep. The mission in Bolivia is a whole 'nother WORLD compared to the church in the United States.... the church has only been here for 50 yrs... and some people are hearing about it for the first time, but just as a seed is planted, it will grow. :)

2 Nephi 2:21 is pretty cool paired with the idea that we should obey the word of wisdom and our parents so that our days may be long upon the land. I believe that if we keep the commandments we have the blessing of living longer on the Earth, our unique time in all the eternities to be in this place and learn in the way we do, mastering our bodies and the natural man. What a blessing to be given more time upon the Earth to become more perfect and live more.

.....Anyway.... please.... prayer harder than you ever have.... I'm going to need it this week.... I love you and pray for you all and think and pray for you even in my trials. The Lord continues to strengthen me to push forward.

Love,

Elder Van Horne

Elder Garcia

Elder Gilbert

November 2nd, 2015 - The Mission Rollercoaster

Bolivian trailblazing a path into very unknown territory with only the Lord at our side. Sorry for so little this week, I focused on personal letters this time around, more to come next week! :)